Hi.
It's been a few months since I posted here. To those who remember me and my problem, things have gotten much worse as I have continued to lose more and more of transplanted hair and now, out of the 4700 plus grafts I've had over the years including the one I had 2 years ago I don't think I have even 30% left and I don't think it's stopping. In fact, the loss is happening more rapidly now for some reason. Right now, I'm living in hell. That's how I can describe my life. I literally spend my days and nights driving around aimlessly just to try and keep my mind off. Or I tell myself it may be "seasonal shedding", although I don't really believe in this.
The thought that I might lose all the transplanted hair is killing me and making me lose my mind in fear. I never thought in a million years that I'd say this but it looks like shaving my head might be something that I'll have to consider, but having the scar/s in the back of my head means it won't be an easy thing. My brain is melting from thinking about the next step. What to do? I thought about getting FUEs in the scar but then they might be rejected just like all the transplants I've had, and then there's the cost. Financially, I have no money to burn. I'm so desperate I'm thinking about tattooing the hell out of my head now, and no, I don't mean SMP crap, but actual tattoos. Just getting a nice design tattooed all over my head starting where the scar is and upward. Would a colorful tattoo actually work in covering the scar??
A few days ago I came across an article about "skin color tattoo" where they use a pigmentation that looks like skin color and saw some pics and I thought it looked good. They even showed pics of such tattoos done to cover HT scars. This sounds good to me and I'm wondering if any one has heard of this. Is it available in Canada?
One other thing, had some blood work done and one of the tests was to check if I have an autoimmune problem -my HT doctor and others thought the hairs were rejected due to some autoimmune problems- but they told me I didn't have any a/immune issues. So, for f**k's sake can any one on this planet tell me why the hell I'm losing my transplanted hair?
It's been a few months since I posted here. To those who remember me and my problem, things have gotten much worse as I have continued to lose more and more of transplanted hair and now, out of the 4700 plus grafts I've had over the years including the one I had 2 years ago I don't think I have even 30% left and I don't think it's stopping. In fact, the loss is happening more rapidly now for some reason. Right now, I'm living in hell. That's how I can describe my life. I literally spend my days and nights driving around aimlessly just to try and keep my mind off. Or I tell myself it may be "seasonal shedding", although I don't really believe in this.
The thought that I might lose all the transplanted hair is killing me and making me lose my mind in fear. I never thought in a million years that I'd say this but it looks like shaving my head might be something that I'll have to consider, but having the scar/s in the back of my head means it won't be an easy thing. My brain is melting from thinking about the next step. What to do? I thought about getting FUEs in the scar but then they might be rejected just like all the transplants I've had, and then there's the cost. Financially, I have no money to burn. I'm so desperate I'm thinking about tattooing the hell out of my head now, and no, I don't mean SMP crap, but actual tattoos. Just getting a nice design tattooed all over my head starting where the scar is and upward. Would a colorful tattoo actually work in covering the scar??
A few days ago I came across an article about "skin color tattoo" where they use a pigmentation that looks like skin color and saw some pics and I thought it looked good. They even showed pics of such tattoos done to cover HT scars. This sounds good to me and I'm wondering if any one has heard of this. Is it available in Canada?
One other thing, had some blood work done and one of the tests was to check if I have an autoimmune problem -my HT doctor and others thought the hairs were rejected due to some autoimmune problems- but they told me I didn't have any a/immune issues. So, for f**k's sake can any one on this planet tell me why the hell I'm losing my transplanted hair?
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