Feeling so low...

[Breaking Bald]

Some days I think I might be able to accept it but this happens very rarely. I go to College and see that everybody in my class has a great full head of hair. I meet up with my band mates and they both have very long awesome hair.

I've never posted in this section before and try to avoid them so that I don't feel too down. But I am just so sick of this, some days all I focus on is my hair loss I can't write music, I can't study...nothing. I am 22 years old, why does this have to happen?? My life is full of other miseries why does this have to be another concern.

This past year has been awful, the past four years of my life have been filled with family complications and awful events. I found out today that my sister has been diagnosed with the beginnings of cervical cancer. Sometimes it just feels like I wasn't destined to live a happy life

Dunno what else to say or why I am saying it, I just don't know what to do

I've started Rogaine and have been getting a few heart palpitations but I don't know if this is down to other things, stress, anxiety, lack of sleep etc

WHEN IS A BETTER TREATMENT COMING? I'm so tired of waiting and looking at my hair disappear day by day