Been a rough month, Ive honestly considered suicide.

[Paul Conners]

Hello all,

First of all let me say this is not a call for help. Im not looking for advice on whether or not I should kill myself.

The truth is I need to get this off my chest:

In the last month I have lost my girlfriend that I love, and Ive also been fired and lost my amazing job. Its been a Fckin Sh1tty month and I really feel exhausted and helpless now.

I feel guilty over hurting my girlfriend and I know Ill never get her back.
I worked hard at my job, which was my dream job, and out of the blue I WAS FIRED TWO DAYS AGO.

iI just feel like crap and my entire life is becoming a trainwreck.

I feel like Im a nice person and dont deserve this trainwreck in my life.