20 y/o Nw5 My story

[NoName72]

Hey everyone, i've been watching that forum since january i think when i learned i had mpb from my dermatologist. It started when i was fifteen and now i'm 20 and nw5 or something like that ... Since then i kinda lost the will of doing anything and my friends just don't get it, for them i should be able to get over it just like that. I keep telling them you would understand it a bit better if it was you and the only answer they can come up with is the " my friend bla bla bla" and he's over it. Anyway i went from long hair to the shoulders a bit curly at the end something like 200 hair/cm2 to hair that looks like pubes.

Why ? Well it's not because i'm supposed to have it with the "genes" thing ... Nope. It's because when i was 15 i had no idea of what i wanted to do later in my life so i stopped school for a year to think about it then the troubles came, my family, some friend and the social services that wouldn't take me seriously. So i started to lose them due to the pressure they were putting on me, then testosterone kicked in and there you go. Now i'm stuck hoping that in 4/5 years histogen product will be out and give me back what these douches took away from me : 200hair/cm2. It sucks because it just take me back to when i was a kid, i never though i was good looking. Well i guess i'm not the only one but when i started to grow my hair it just changed. I was just me.

To make it short i'm mad about everything and everybody but also sad and if i could i would punch some peoples of my family, steal their credit card and a car, gtfo out of my country and live the life while they're "working hard".