HT regret, looking for help

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I'm really regretting my experience right now and I need some help. I had 1000 FUE a year ago into the hairline and I'm fading fast. I'm probably a little worse off right now than I started and things have really sped up in recent months. Finasteride isn't doing much and I'm pretty well resigned to the razor right now.

My concerns right now are with scarring. I've searched high and low and I haven't seen any donor/recipient pics of a razor shave after an HT.

The other problem is that my recpient area isn't smooth, quite noticeable from the rest of my scalp. It also tends to get red from heat such as summertime or showers.

I haven't been able to find much info about dermabrasion or lasering the FUE out which is what I am thinking of right now, however I don't want any more redness. I'm in a rush right now but I'll post more details later.

I really don't know what to do right now, I feel really trapped.