new guy feel so unhappy

[matlondon]

Been receding since i was 18 iam now 38, my hair loss has been at a very slow pace, for the past 2 years now it more noticable. There are days that i can't stop crying i just want to die today is one of them, i have watery eyes as i type this, i can't work because i dont want to stress my hair any longer i want to work but iam scared thet it will get faster. Every night i dream and hope that the cure will be around the corner dreaming that histogen and folica will release their product in the UK soon, i try and aviod the sun, i just hate my life really, sometimes i wonder why was i bless with such bad luck all i want is to have hair like beckham or brad pitt.