One month

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Okay, exactly one month post op and feeling very depressed. I just keep fighting this awful feeling that it won't work and that I will be stuck like this forever. Have had a small amount of shock loss, so now look just a tad worse than before. My doctor educated me about this so it is not at all a surprise. I just don't even feel human. I don't want to get out of bed, don't want to interact with the public. Someone please tell me that I am worrying too much and that in a few months it will be alright!!! I keep reminding myself that from what I have read many people have felt anxious at this stage of the game.