a visit to the Water Park

[Artista]

I recently brought my kids to the water park. Being that i am a divorcee these opportunities do not come along every day. Over the past few years I have become accustomed to wearing a hat or a bandanna on my head. Im a Norwood 4a-5 and im not seen WITHOUT something atop unless im attending something very formal. (which i try my best to avoid at all cost) In anticipation of the park i fully expected to take it 'all off' and i was surprised and disgusted with myself when my anxieties would NOT allow me to do so. I went on 3 rides wearing a bandanna. I avoided any others that would have made it inevitable to 'disrobe' . I know my daughter was disappointed although she didn't make mention. Of course i saw not one balding person that wore anything on top. Just me. This MPB 'disease' has turned my self esteem upside down and i see no end to it.