I'm 18 and feeling really bad about losing my hair.

[mylifeisruined]

hi, i'm giuseppe from italy and i'm the only one in my family experiencing hair loss.
i hate when my friends point the fact that i'm balding, i'm thinking about shaving my head and at the age of 25 doing an ht. i need some help, currently i've moved out from my country and have no friends for about 3 months...
i've heard about some things like toppik, like a dust that seem to cover the bald spots. i'm currently using minoxidil 5% but it seem not working much.
is propecia worth a try or should i just shave my shitty hair?

i hate my hair ™, don't feel like seeing my old friends anymore. they'll just laught at me now...