Everyone tells me im paranoid. But i feel like my crown looks horrible

[Melkoroth]

For the past months i feel im balding, but everyone and my parents tells me im just paranoid... That i have thick hair

I went to the doctor but my dem is a slow old lady that looked at my hair for like 3 second and perscribed me some weird estrogen/corticosteroid serum, she seemed uninterested and i dont feel like she gave a profesional opinion...

Im a metalhead so i like my hair long, and this problem is already making my already bad depression worse...

So here are the pics.. there are no pictures of my temples because they look 100% normal

This is my crown when dry https://imgur.com/a/9fKXq

This is my crown when wet, this one looks HORRIBLE https://imgur.com/a/j5uLr

So am i really paranoid ? Looking at these pictures... to me it looks bad.

Also i cant say if my hair was thin like this before, its not long since i have my hair long so it looked different when it was short

Also, the picture were taken infront of a very bright screen.