Hairline gone but it gets worse. Need advice QUICK.

[Freddie]

I have been suffering from major depression and anxiety from balding for about a year now. But the balding part is not what really depresses me, it is rather the shape of my head. I have an oddly shaped head and I get anxiety when I see myself. I don't like to go out in public anymore because of it. I am not overreacting either. First time I ever buzzed my head I was a teenager and first thing my friend said was that I was a peanut head. I was 14 then. Never did I do that again, until now. I have a receding hairline and it's around the Norwood 3. When I first noticed my hairline has receding greatly, I panicked. After deciding it was time to buzz it, I was hoping for relief and liberation. But that was not the case.

I had a cousin of mine buzz my head with clipper guard 0 and first comment was, "You have a weird shaped head". After that I continued to buzz it until, more of the same comments were made to me by others. I sit here today in need of desperate help. My depression and anxiety is killing my motivation, and affecting my work performance. I don't know what to do. Asking for advice on a hair loss forum is my last resort. I still have a buzzed head, thinking of growing it out to maybe still have a couple years I can have a normal haircut. But don't know if that will work.

The worst part about it is that I have wonderful life. Great parents, awesome career, 28 years old, single, no kids, and not to sound ****y but I've always been handsome my whole life, even without hair i'm still handsome but I have a weird shaped head and that's what ****s it up.

PLEASE! My job is in jeopardy. I don't know what to do. It consumes my every thought and bit of energy. It leaves me with no motivation. I feel like lying down to sleep and praying I never wake up.