Feeling awful/down about losing my hair. Please help/advice

[Baldhurts]

Back in June of this year I had a full head of hair or so I thought. I came out of the shower one day and combed it back and it was literally falling out, badly receeced temples you name it. I guess it's been like that for awhile and I was just in denial. Anyhow, I started using my clippers and decided to shave it off. Problem is now I have awful anxeity and do not want to go outside. I feel suicidal.


Here are some pics of my head/hair. Can I pull this off?

http://imgur.com/a/T7sra