Depression after 13 months

[Sam23]

Hi

I m always writing in hair forums, looking for help. I cannot take it anymore
After 13 months (3500 fue) i feel more depress, i do not like the results at all
I cannot go out under the sun anymore
I cannot exercise anymore as sweating cuase inflammtion to my skin
I cannot cut my hair anymore as the skin is not normal

I m offically nw6 now, i started the procedure as n4 taword 5 and after 1 year i m doomed nw6 with fake hairline and a large bald spot

I have ridiging on my left side of the hairline which make me hate looking to the mirror or take any pictures


I do not have enough donor area to cover the bald spot or to increase the density, what is left is maximum 2500 and i do not want to risk more, it is all wrong

The life has stolen from me, i m missing the best moment of my life becuase of this procedure,

I m living alone and everyday when i saw my old pices before the surgery, i remember how i was, and start crying

I cannot take it anymore, i cannot continue living in this prison like monster to the rest of my life

I want reverse it, i want to remove this fake hairline and keep thining hair in the middle.

What should i do ? Who is the best doctor should i ask him ?

I saw many threads they did punch out for their grafts, and most of them said there are no scars and everything back normal

But i do not know if someone can reverse 2000 grafts or more

The problem is the skin, the skin look like pink layer and it shine in ugly way
I believe if i remove the grafts the skin should smooth out and back normal again is it?

I need your opinions and help, i need all the experience that i can get from you before i start something i might regret

Thanks