cant go to college bcoz of norwood 2

[emotionalsurviver]

hi everyone.. i am 19 years old college student...i was in norwood 1 and 2 stage and i used to cover my bald spots with my long hairs since 3 years and i did not let anyone know about it but last week i trimmed my hair very short on first day of 20 days holidays because i got frustrated hiding them and i thought they will grow again after vacation but they are still soo short and from tomorrow i have to go college and i am crying from last 4 days... pleeeeeeease help ! i think i should take a leave for tomorow and i buy i cap.. i broke each and every mirror in my room and bathroom.. how to get courage to go out with bald head?