Joined a dating website. I put no pic, but I get responses asking for a pic...

[FlightTL]

You don't have a job, but you pay $120 for membership on a dating website? Man... Come on.

I work 10 hrs a week. I saved 1 weeks pay for this. I know its a bad idea, but i'm desperate for a better life. I have deep depression.

[Notcoolanymore]

I am not saying to throw in the towel, but it is going to be difficult to get a woman to go out with you with your current job situation. I am not saying it is impossible, but will increase difficulty. Usually women at least want a man that can take care of himself.

Again not trying to make you feel bad and don't give up, but just throwing that out there.

[Munkynutz]

Agreed with Notcoooanymore and I am very sorry to hear you suffer depression FlightTL.

I have in addition to the receding hairline psoriasis, a slightly messed up right foot (fixable with money) but would happily take all these things to avoid depression. I am perhaps unfairly extremely happy all the time with a ton of energy so I cannot relate at all but I know it's devastating.

We all want a better life. That is the American Dream dammit. But I suspect you do need a better job or at least more hours of work. Assuming you are capable of it. I kind of want to give you a hug or something man.

Look for it, it is probably far more important than women right now and if you can work a normal 40 hours your depression may improve.

[FlightTL]

Agreed with Notcoooanymore and I am very sorry to hear you suffer depression FlightTL.

I have in addition to the receding hairline psoriasis, a slightly messed up right foot (fixable with money) but would happily take all these things to avoid depression. I am perhaps unfairly extremely happy all the time with a ton of energy so I cannot relate at all but I know it's devastating.

We all want a better life. That is the American Dream dammit. But I suspect you do need a better job or at least more hours of work. Assuming you are capable of it. I kind of want to give you a hug or something man.

Look for it, it is probably far more important than women right now and if you can work a normal 40 hours your depression may improve.

I appreciate your compassion. I really do.