Balding since 14 almost 17. Need your help and support

[Kikipiko]

I would like to apologize for the absence of images, it's late here. I have had a small bald spot on back of my head (the "swirl" to be exact) since I was 14, thinning on top since 15 ish and hairline receding since like 6 months ago.

People are respectful, but it's my main source of depression and that's saying a lot because I have been a sick kid most of my life. Now homeschooled because of chronic headaches I have been dealing with it alone. I'll probably end up joining the army, tell people I lost my hair because of all the sand and the helmet lol. My long hair doesn't help neither, i comb it every hour, now it's this messed up "combover" thing, It actually looks good with hairspray but it is just making the balding worse.

I used to be able to just say fukkit medium length layered hair, it looked really good. But now with my hairline receding I don't know. I'm actually scared of going to a barber, I haven't gotten a haircut in a long time. My mom used to nag me to cut my hair when it was long, it's long now and she is leaving me alone. It's depressing guys.

Should I minoxidil and nizoral? Buzz cut my hair? I know propecia is out of question at my age, I would consider it at 19-20 though. I feel like shit here.