To those who remember me, I'm the unfortunate son of a bitch who was here about a year ago talking about how my frontal area kept thinning even after 4 HTs (in the front) over a period of more than a decade and I was talking about how I was planning on getting a 5th HT, which I did just over a year ago. All was well and I was pretty happy with those 700 grafts I got -which is why I stopped coming here- until recently. All of a sudden I'm noticing thinning AGAIN. Just visited my doctor -who's one of the best in N. American- and he agreed that I have less hair than I did last time I saw him a few months back. Again, he thinks I'm one of those few unlucky sons of bitches who have a rare condition that causes the transplanted hair to be lost/rejected after a certain period of time (could be a year or could be a few years). Last time he told me this, which was sometime before my last HT, I tried to live in denial and kept thinking maybe I was just losing native hairs (since I had native hair still). But now, it's becoming clear to me that chances are I AM ACTUALLY LOSING MY TRANSPLANTED HAIR since I don't think I have any more native hair left in the front. I'm pretty damn sure all the hair I have in the front now IS transplanted, yet I'm continuing to thin and I still see miniaturizing hairs.
The thing is, NOTHING CAN BE DONE NOW. Any future HTs I might think of doing will end the same way - lost. And after 5 HTs, I'd be exhausting my reserve of donor hair.
There's no word that can describe my anger. Really, what does god get from torturing people like this??? I feel like I could have a heart attack from anger, let alone the sadness.
So now what? What to do? I'm already thinking about getting another HT even if a small one to fill in the thinning area.
ANY DOCTORS HERE HAVE ANY ADVICE, PLEASE? IS THIS THE END OF IT FOR ME?
The thing is, NOTHING CAN BE DONE NOW. Any future HTs I might think of doing will end the same way - lost. And after 5 HTs, I'd be exhausting my reserve of donor hair.
There's no word that can describe my anger. Really, what does god get from torturing people like this??? I feel like I could have a heart attack from anger, let alone the sadness.
So now what? What to do? I'm already thinking about getting another HT even if a small one to fill in the thinning area.
ANY DOCTORS HERE HAVE ANY ADVICE, PLEASE? IS THIS THE END OF IT FOR ME?
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