Well, I'm pretty upset whilst I'm writing this guys, but it's ok, if any one will understand it will be the users on here.
Here's my quick story: when I was younger I was always called ugly and fat. That stuck with me. However, when I got a bit older I grew my hair out into a nice curly fro. For the first time then, I was described well by the opposite sex. I've been given so many compliments its unreal. I lost my ugly/fat persona and I was becoming a fine young man, who was progressing mentally and physically.
I had got to university and was it was January of 2012 and I noticed I HUGE ball of hair fall out in the shower. I didn't think anything of it at first. But then I checked my hair line and saw i was receeding. Since that day, it has been 2 torturous years and my hair loss has just worsened and worsened. 8 Months ago I went on propecia and it hasn't done anything yet.
Guys, I've become such a different person and it's killing me slowly. I used to be the 'jovial afro guy', i was friendly and very approachable. Now I'm constantly on edge as to whether people notice my hair loss or not. It doesn't help that all my friends are ****s to people who lose their hair and just piss take constantly. How am I supposed feel free and easy around them knowing that if they see my hair loss I will be slated and any confidence I have and the person I once was will be obliterated.
I have this horrible habit now when I keep touching my hair and lightly running my hands through to see how much falls out. If I feel hair on my skin, i panic as i know another one has fallen out. Its just a bad cycle. and to top it off I've recently lost my girlfriend. She said my hair was the thing that first attracted her. It's just so ****ing shit going from someone who was unattractive, but who knew their place, I was ok with being unattractive I knew who i was. To becoming someone who was attractive, and it took me a while to become that person and now I'm deteriorating into I don't know what.
I can't take this bullshit much longer, sometimes I feel like my head will explode and I just want to end the suffering I feel. I try and better myself, like I've stopped smoking (i used to casually) and don't drink much, I exercise regularly and eat VERY healthily and get 8 hours a day. But my life is just plagued with hair loss.
Well I hope someone can respond, just anything would be nice. I can't talk to people about this who I know for aforementioned reasons.
Thanks
Here's my quick story: when I was younger I was always called ugly and fat. That stuck with me. However, when I got a bit older I grew my hair out into a nice curly fro. For the first time then, I was described well by the opposite sex. I've been given so many compliments its unreal. I lost my ugly/fat persona and I was becoming a fine young man, who was progressing mentally and physically.
I had got to university and was it was January of 2012 and I noticed I HUGE ball of hair fall out in the shower. I didn't think anything of it at first. But then I checked my hair line and saw i was receeding. Since that day, it has been 2 torturous years and my hair loss has just worsened and worsened. 8 Months ago I went on propecia and it hasn't done anything yet.
Guys, I've become such a different person and it's killing me slowly. I used to be the 'jovial afro guy', i was friendly and very approachable. Now I'm constantly on edge as to whether people notice my hair loss or not. It doesn't help that all my friends are ****s to people who lose their hair and just piss take constantly. How am I supposed feel free and easy around them knowing that if they see my hair loss I will be slated and any confidence I have and the person I once was will be obliterated.
I have this horrible habit now when I keep touching my hair and lightly running my hands through to see how much falls out. If I feel hair on my skin, i panic as i know another one has fallen out. Its just a bad cycle. and to top it off I've recently lost my girlfriend. She said my hair was the thing that first attracted her. It's just so ****ing shit going from someone who was unattractive, but who knew their place, I was ok with being unattractive I knew who i was. To becoming someone who was attractive, and it took me a while to become that person and now I'm deteriorating into I don't know what.
I can't take this bullshit much longer, sometimes I feel like my head will explode and I just want to end the suffering I feel. I try and better myself, like I've stopped smoking (i used to casually) and don't drink much, I exercise regularly and eat VERY healthily and get 8 hours a day. But my life is just plagued with hair loss.
Well I hope someone can respond, just anything would be nice. I can't talk to people about this who I know for aforementioned reasons.
Thanks
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