I had a dream.

[25 going on 65]

Propecia is my ultimate pain killer, weeks before I decide to pop a pill or even 0.2mg of a pill I suffer from the most horrible depression which is suddenly alleviated once I have popped the pill.. I dont know why, I know rationally one pill wont do anything but I just feel 100000x better because I know I'm doing atleast something about my situation.
 

Wow
I kind of empathize. For my depression/anxiety I used a number of antidepressant drugs & also a benzo, but fin worked better than all of them.

[PatientlyWaiting]

I have had a coup0le of dreams throughout the years where I wake up an NW7(in the dream), and actually crying looking at myself in the mirror in the dream, and when I wake up for real, my eyes are teary.

[25 going on 65]

I have had a coup0le of dreams throughout the years where I wake up an NW7(in the dream), and actually crying looking at myself in the mirror in the dream, and when I wake up for real, my eyes are teary.

That is brutal man. I have never gone NW7 in a dream....when I have dreams like that it is more like insane diffuse thinning, where ALL my hair is this see-through "downy" stuff, & I stand there inspecting it in the mirror in horror until I wake up

Have you tried anything experimental for AA btw?