No hair, no life

[ovoxo]

I've tried everything to at least feel better about myself but anything I do to somehow overcome hairloss just isn't working. I tried psychologists, psychiatrists, get better at school etc.. It just isn't possible for me to live without hair. I had great life before hairloss, great family, friends, money and now after I just can't enjoy anything. Just waiting for the day I'm not able to go outside. The worst thing is that now I still have decent hair, and somehow was able to find a great looking gf, but I live with this anxiety when she finds out about my hairloss she will dump me. Why the hell would she be with bad looking guy if she can have just about everybody. I don't think I am able to finish college, find a job, live life. I sleep very bad, wake up with a shitty feeling of hating my life. I always feel uncomfortable with myself. Everytime I see a bald guy and imagine myself looking like this I instantly feel depressed.

really don't know what to do