There is no hope

[BigThinker]

thank you for your kind words,for me since september is getting worse,i'll start anti-depressants soon,i think its the most torturous thing i ever faced,i'm not the most normal person anyway.Hairloss is a very difficult thing to deal especially for guys who are already face psychological problems and i was always obsessive of how my hair looked i was thinking i'm not that type of guy,i couldnt believe that i'll go bald,i thought it's not my style lol,no one can imagine himself bald when he is young.

Heard that. It's especially difficult when you have a NW1, dark, thick haired handsome dude for a maternal grandfather - all the while you've been fed the "you get hair from maternal grandfather" shit. Used to have girls run their hands through my thick hair and I knew they were partially swooned by it (if they didn't explicitly say it). I had invested confidence in my hair, then had to watch my hair be taken away. Just needed to allot that confidence elsewhere.

I can be hyper-analytic and neurotic, I know what it's like to be a bit different mentally.

Since you have 1990 in your name, I'm assuming you're just a few years younger than me (25). This is an especially hard age to go bald - not to say that all ages can't be difficult. Always remember that someone has it worse. Try to be thankful to be blessed with life. It's something I've learned to believe and based my actions on.