rock and a hard place

God damn side effects. I was maintaining my hair. Was working pretty well. Then about a year in I had to come off it due to not being able to hold wood. Figured I'd give it a break till after my 3 month contiki o.e so I can still sleep with chicks which starts in about a week. Got my hair cut short yesterday seen as I'll be gone for a while, got out of the shower and I almost died. There's more scalp than hair it's so fine. How am I going to swim at the beach in Greece with hair like this? I need to get back on the meds but I get sides? God dammit.