Facing family and friends

One thing for sure, most people don't really think about you for more than a couple of seconds a day or week or ever year !

In the end you will have to just say, **** it ! I am a freak to some people, i can still enjoy life.. really take some extra freedoms if you like, might as well grow a funky beard or get some earrings whatever.. sooner or later you might end up Proud of yourself all around, everyone deals with something, just many people don't let others mess with their emotions as often.