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Hi. I will start with the my story right away. So it all began when I was like 11 years old and my brother used to make fun of me that soon I will turn bald just like my dad. I used to laugh it off thinking he is just making fun. But what he said that day was fully and I didn't believe it. Fast forward 2 years, the hair lining started to thin, I didn't take any notice still. When I used to take a bath, I used to find hairs sticking to the soap, like 10-15 each day. When I used to study, they would fall and rest on the book I am reading. Same goes for all the activities I did.. fast forward another 2 years, now it came to my notice, I still remember, one day when I was leaving for school and was combing my hair, I noticed shortage of hair which I just applied some oil and combed so that it won't be visible and set off. Now another year after that, I have LOST alot of hair! I do mean a lot. The left and right side have considerably gotten in, and the middle one as well.
My father is also bald. He says he used to have loss exactly like me. But I don't really believe that, I think mine is more severe. But the same doesn't goes for my brother, he has full hair, like any other kid.
I thought of that if I somehow managed to get it saved up till marriage I will be alright. But that doesn't seems so. The pace is fast enough.. I have noticed each n' every guy's hair in my school of my age group, NONE of them suffer from hair loss.. noone except me. If some may say "You are balding cuz your dad is bald" then my reply to that is, why the friends of my age group, that have their father bald, aren't suffering from this?
I belong to a small town. My dad said you might be suffering from hair loss because perhaps you went to the barber and his scissors might have cut someone's hair who was suffering from hair loss or an infection and you might have got that particular infection to which I don't really believe. My brother's hair didn't go. Neither those who live in the same locality.
I feel so sad. With each passing day, hair falls off and off and off and off .... and whenever I see a hair, I ask myself "Will this even ever stop"? While on facebook I saw a post on facebook that, boiling Hibiscus rosa-sinensis leaves and mixing them with coconut oil will reduce balding. I have been applying for 2 months but doesn't seems to work. Whenever I take a bath, and run a soap over my head, 10-12 hairs also stick to it. Same goes when I use a towel.
I even thought of suiciding. I don't know, I am too afraid. Is there any possible way for me to fix it? Why did God choose me for such a miserable life.
How it looks: http://i.imgur.com/8MBcYIl.png
(Roughly. I drew this via paint. I think it is even worse that that. I am too shy to post a pic of myself)
My father is also bald. He says he used to have loss exactly like me. But I don't really believe that, I think mine is more severe. But the same doesn't goes for my brother, he has full hair, like any other kid.
I thought of that if I somehow managed to get it saved up till marriage I will be alright. But that doesn't seems so. The pace is fast enough.. I have noticed each n' every guy's hair in my school of my age group, NONE of them suffer from hair loss.. noone except me. If some may say "You are balding cuz your dad is bald" then my reply to that is, why the friends of my age group, that have their father bald, aren't suffering from this?
I belong to a small town. My dad said you might be suffering from hair loss because perhaps you went to the barber and his scissors might have cut someone's hair who was suffering from hair loss or an infection and you might have got that particular infection to which I don't really believe. My brother's hair didn't go. Neither those who live in the same locality.
I feel so sad. With each passing day, hair falls off and off and off and off .... and whenever I see a hair, I ask myself "Will this even ever stop"? While on facebook I saw a post on facebook that, boiling Hibiscus rosa-sinensis leaves and mixing them with coconut oil will reduce balding. I have been applying for 2 months but doesn't seems to work. Whenever I take a bath, and run a soap over my head, 10-12 hairs also stick to it. Same goes when I use a towel.
I even thought of suiciding. I don't know, I am too afraid. Is there any possible way for me to fix it? Why did God choose me for such a miserable life.
How it looks: http://i.imgur.com/8MBcYIl.png
(Roughly. I drew this via paint. I think it is even worse that that. I am too shy to post a pic of myself)
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