Going crazy...literally

This morning I almost went crazy. This whole thing is making me lose my mind.


These forums, the mirrors...everything. I am losing my damn mind!

I have to stop thinking about this and try to just take my pills and do what I can for now and just move on. If I keep dwelling on this I am very certain that I will go crazy.

It is destroying me. It's just too much to handle. What do to if this what to do if that how to do this how to get the money for this how to ................................................. hell, it has to stop.

I am losing my mind.