If no one else sees it, don't you think you may need help, man? There's a dude at my gym that looks almost exactly like you with bitches crawlin' all over him. You're a good looking dude with good hair. You know
you have body image disorders. You need to understand that maybe that applies to your hair too.
Keep treating your hair if it makes you feel better, but you ought'a just talk with a psychologist who specializes in BDD too. Just see what they have to say. What could it hurt? I mean, one session wouldn't cost much, not that it seems you worry about costs anywho.