Nobody notices though, about me being bitter. To every one, i'm a nice person, good guy, funny, etc. But inside i'm bitter, it's all an act. I'm a good actor actually, I was told I should get in to acting by my speech teacher, who's a theater major lol. So you can imagine, I can act happy, when i'm really dying inside.
There's nothing I can do right now. But i'm happy that you're doing good man, maybe I can be like you some day.
I have a facebook but don't have a facebook lol. It's deactivated. Man I feel bad, but I don't want to reactivated, there's people I could have on there from school. I blame it on the hairloss, trying to hide from everyone.
That's good about you and your girl. I'm the opposite from you, i do talk to a couple of girls here and there, but they're just classmates and i'm doing no serious moves make any of them my girlfriend. Actually what I do is chase them off, because i'm a bitter person, because of my hairloss. I use Toppik, and look fine with it, it conceals my hairloss. But i'm bitter about it, using concealer.
I'm probably an NW4 diffused now. I've been using Toppik for the past 3 weeks. I took it right now, and it's depressing. Right now, I just feel like just shaving my head entirely and getting a scalp micropigmentation, and just forget about everything.
How are you doing? Did you see Canelo vs Lopez and Martinez vs Chavez Jr?
These hairs growing on my hairline have me taking pictures of my hairline everyday. I'm gonna be so pissed and hopeless if they just stay tiny like that. I want them to grow at least to match the rest of my head. That would be one side of my hairline I wouldn't worry about how it looks anymore.
Overall my hairline is sh*t and I wouldn't go out looking like I do now without a cap. I'm in pretty bad shape.
But you know the thing is, I like how I look overall. I like my pencil neck, and I just want to work out to tone my body, not to get big or muscular.
Oh yeah and of course, i'd also like to walk around with a full head of hair. But if the choices I can afford aren't giving me that, then I have no other choice but to just wait til I can afford a better treatment.